I was so excited when Georgia agreed to write a post on my blog for many reasons. One, because she is so important to me and it only seems appropriate that she have her own post on here but two, because I love her perspective and the way that she sees the Lord. She sees the beauty in failure and it something I admire in her so much. My prayer is that you read what she writes and that it resonates with you as well. She may only be seventeen years old, but I assure you, she is one wise girl crazy about Jesus.
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Hope for the Epic Failure
My life is a house of cards. Perfectly balanced. Meticulously put together. It’s an impressive web which perfectly delegates my time to school, food, sleep, clubs, a cappella, Young Life, church, choir, youth group, swimming, friends, family, my dog, working out, babysitting, planning events…you name it, I probably do it.
Everything
is penciled into my little red calendar. Every moment of every day. And for the
most part it works. As long as nothing ever runs over, doesn’t go as planned, takes
up more of my time, or changes. As long as I never mess up, get run down, or
don’t understand something. As long as I never want to stop and smell the roses
or something. The problem with my house of cards life is that even just one
tiny disturbance knocks the entire thing down.
The only
thing left standing is a merciful God waving me over saying, “Hey, I’m still
here! I’ve got you and I ain’t going nowhere.”
In 2nd
Corinthians Paul talks about his own hardships. He says:
“Therefore, in order to keep me from
becoming conceited, I was given a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to
torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he
said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in
weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so
that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight
in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For
when I am weak, then I am strong.”
Look at Peter for example in the book of John. Man was a hot mess. Jesus tells Peter he is going to deny Him three times that night and Peter goes no! I would never! Thought too highly of himself to step aside and simply say “help!” Within just 12 hours of being told this, he denies Jesus three times. He feels crummy but it isn’t until Jesus appears to him on the beach and brings it up does Peter realize how broken he is. What happens next? Jesus builds His church on him!
“Now to him who is able to do immeasurably
more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within
us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout
all generations, for ever and ever! Amen.” –Ephesians 3:20-21
What hope we have in the Lord! He set us free. He was tortured and gruesomely nailed to the cross so when we stumble and fall and fail and fall over and have our worlds crumble we can have assurance that we are still precious in His sight. He will not leave us. He has felt alone and broken and because He loves us so, He will never leave. That’s so comforting. Because he makes us strong we can lift others up. Because He is our anchor we can take leaps of faith. We can do the unpopular and different and still know we have the Almighty God on our team, cheering us on.
There's a wreckage, there's a fire
There's a weakness in my love
There's a hunger I can't control
Lord I falter and I fall down
Then I hold on to the chains you broke
When You came down and saved my soul
Save my soul
Hallelujah
We are free to struggle
We're not struggling to be free
Your blood bought and makes us children
So children drop your chains and sing
So I look, do I still fail
Do I withhold, do I still give into temptation
On my own I am bankrupt
I will trust You, I'll take you at your word
You promise
Hallelujah
We are free to struggle
We're not struggling to be free
Your blood bought and makes us children
So children drop your chains and sing
Hallelujah, death is overcome
and we are breathing
Hallelujah our stone hearts become flesh
a flesh that's beating
Hallelujah chains have been undone
and we are singing
Hallelujah the fire has begun
can you feel it?
Hallelujah
We are free to struggle
We're not struggling to be free
Your blood bought and makes us children
So children drop your chains and sing
-Tenth Avenue North
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